I feel like I shouldn't have shared us with the world.
Sometimes I wish we would have never said those things to each other. We ought to have left them unspoken, Though saying nothing hurts, Watching from the sidelines is something everyone has to do at least once,Because we're us. Some things we should never have said aloud, Not even to ourselves in our own minds, Some confessions are not to be whispered into God's ear through puppet priests. Words are the beginning to an end, Once you start something,Once you acknowledge it as part of your reality.You can't just end it there, You have to see it through,It's not something you can decide to ignore after the fact. Words like "I like you too" No one can forgive you for these things,I can't feel relieved having said them,Because it really just meant our time was up. It's not that I regret it,It's just that if we hadn't spoken it into existence, This world wouldn't have known, Reality wouldn't have caught up with us. Sometimes I wish I hadn't shared us with the world.