October Girl

I originally published this on 3 October. I deleted it and re publishing it with a different introduction. This poem is for me whose birthday is on 13 October. This girl spends her birthday alone and has done for years. No presents, no cards or no one rings. I thought someone might read and give a clap or comment more than for any other poem I've written. That would be a great present.
The point I'm trying to make is, often we read a poem, but not know the meaning behind it unless the writer explains. But does the writer always wants to explain?