My Sixth Sense
Deep inside me there’s a little person.She tells me when she’s happy,She tells me when she’s sad,Sometimes she gives me warnings,She is my sixth sense. I went for a break with a group of people unknown.I felt uneasy before I left.Something inside me said I shouldn’t go,But all the pundits said,It was the best holiday I could have. I went away against my better judgement.The place was owned by human gremlins.I often take a while to mix with unknown.The gremlins complained that I’m too quiet.I should be moved to a different room on my own. I became very wary and didn’t trust them.One gremlin disliked me.I didn’t agree with something she said.No one disagrees with that gremlin,She was like the queen bee, although she didn’t have much status. She made up stories that I was forgetful.She complained to Mama gremlin-That tests should be carried out.I was distraught and cried in the woods,I didn’t have anyone to talk. My anxiety levels went high,I wanted to run away,But was trapped behind locked doors.They did two tests on my memory,I passed with flying colours. The gremlins didn’t except the outcome.They were always watching me.They didn’t understand much English,Misinterpreted and exaggerated,They put them down as memory loss. I have a brilliant memory.How dare they say this!My depression and anxiety came back,I was ill the day I left.The report said my medics should do more memory tests. I cried for days when I came home.I couldn’t eat,My mood was very low,Some of the illnesses I had came back,My body was struggling without food. This resonates with a trauma I had when I was young.The trauma that was dormant woke up.My counsellor is now treating me for the trauma.My doctor arranging memory tests.She believes in me and thinks I won’t have any issue. I’m fully aware of my trauma.I can sort this quicker with my little friend inside.If my memory test results are good,I shall post it to the gremlins with a note,None of you are fit enough to run that place. I’m still frightened when I think of that building,Sometimes I get anxiety attacks.My little friend and I will sort ourselves out.Never again I will not-Check with my sixth sense.