I Am Halfway There!
I sit here with my eyes closed.Thinking of writing how I feel.Silence is overwhelming.The blow heater warms my feet.Another grey windy day outside.My tired mind cannot think poetic words.Something heavy is locked in my chest.I have no interest in doing anything.My heart is heavy with deep rooted fears.Weighing my mind too heavy to carry. Fear is not always easy to explain.Many suffer from fears unknown.Some are frightened to go outside.Others worry about fears nonstop.They have negative storis untold.Stories they don’t want others to know.They say once you tell someone,And your feelings known,The struggle is over, you will finally be home.But is it as easy as that? No, it’s not! Your mind needs time to adjust.Your new surrounding may overwhelm you.You may hurry to get to the end of the rainbow.This would only make you anxious.You don’t need stress replacing anxiety.Do things in baby steps and enjoy each step.You will find amazing things about you.Your mind is a complicated piece of machineryNo one fully understands how it works…And today, I will do some drawing which I love!