Jealous Heartache
Moments of insecuritybecome an overwhelmingnightmare. Scenarios of failureyield a troublesome outcome. An inadequate senseOf outward confidenceYields a lack of abilityto act upon one’s desires. Struggling with doubtsreinforced by awkwardstereotypes. Delving into darknessto escape the pain. Drowning in a poolof bitter anguish anddepression. Looking for a wayout from the madness,yet devastated by thewhispers overheard. Sinking ever deeperinto self-imposed exile. Caught in an endlesscycle of overwhelmingdespair. Acting in the shadowswhile others bask in thespotlight. Jealous heartacheconsumes one’s soul. Yet another abandonedrelic whose life seemsworthless. Nothing but deceithaunts one’s existence.