Why have you hurt me?
I can't believe you would leave me like this.After all we've been through.Haven't I loved you enough?What more could I have done?Thirty four fucking years, I've been there for you.And you decide to leave me like that.I read the note you left me.I read it so many times, the words turned to scramble. Lost all meaning.Didn't even have the decency to tell me yourselfI had to come home to find out.Well I don't accept your apology.Not after what you did to me.Not after what you did to us.How can I explain this to the kids?You're leaving me to break the news to them.You COWARD!I love you.You ASSHOLE!I miss you.My heart hurts so much.I wish I could have talked to you.Before you chose to leave.I'll never get the chance now.Your parents came by today.We set the date for the 14th.That's the last time I have to see you again.I can't bear to see you like this.But I have to, for closure.So we've made it an open casket.